When Past Reappears...

Broken pieces of mine rejoin,
As I hear your voice saying my name.
But torn for you tricked me more than once,
Bid goodbye even when you said you wouldn't.

You are not the perfect knight I dream,
But I know not why I smile everytime we meet.

Enveloped by darkness, 
The night hides my fears
Perplexed I stare at stars aglow...
Wondering if ever my weary confusions did minutely matter,
If the universe I know,
Is the only one that exists...
If reality was a mirage,
And illusions momentary truths...

Its funny how you can't remember a single name,
But remember all memories of mine since the day I was born
For fate made us meet when we were toddlers...

But I know not who you are and who you grew up to be,
Of the billion girls you've had flings with,
And Romeo dialogues you recite
To every girl in your sight... 

Somehow, I wish,
I never knew you
Somehow, I wish,
I could erase 
All the awkwardness that continues to persist...

I don't want to recollect memories of us,
I don't want to hear you say things I wish to hear,
For we can never be together,
For reasons you know best...

But what will never change,
Is that you were the first,
That I can never wash away memories of you,
That you'll never know,
The way you make me feel...