Parted

Every time I hear your name,

My heart skips a beat….

What could be the news this time?

Another drama?

I hold my phone,

My best friend gal tells me all she knows,

And after I hear what she said….

I go numb,

Feels as though

A high speed car just hit me on the highway

And I lie there bleeding…

All things around me shatter

And I’m held in a void….

Why can’t things be as simple as they seem?

Why do relationships have to be so complicated..?

How do you define this kind of love?

How do you know the truth behind the curtains…?

Just cause we stay miles away,

Just cause we don’t meet everyday,

Just cause we don’t talk everyday,

Doesn’t mean we are different,

Doesn’t mean we can’t be together….

When there’s trust,

When there’s faith,

When there’s truth

No force can bring us down…

But when you smash the pillars

Of trust, faith, truth…

I’m blown to a void,

Where I just bleed…

Cause I wasn’t prepared for this,

You stabbed my back when I was smiling with you…..

But I can’t let myself break apart,

Cause I love myself

More than anyone…

I love my friends and brothers…

N I love my family and sisters….

I love the nature around me,

And I believe in God above…

There is so much to look forward to,

There’s so much I wanna be,

And you’re just some insignificant creature,

And am so much taller, so much taller than you……

But thank you for making me strong,

Thank you for telling me how low one could be,

Thank you for making me see,

It ain’t all that it seems….

You see I’d only tried to help you,

When I saw you were falling down,

But instead you tried to pull me down….

Now I’m laughing my heart out,

As I see you fall down,

I turn my back at you,

And walk past my past….

I can see my group of friends, family, sisters and brothers….

I’m walking with them…

Laughing, playing and smiling.

I can see the rainbow over me,

I can see the different colours of nature that once seemed grey…

I can feel the wind blow across my cheeks,

I can feel the sunshine

That shines on me….

I can see the life the way it is,

I can feel its beauty….

I can feel its presence….