Let Go ...

The doors I kept banging, 
But you shut it
And locked me out…


I kept calling,
But no voice returned my call…
And when I messaged my last trial message to work it out,
You turned me down…


Then with a weak heart,
I finally figured it out,
That you were out in bars late night,
Making out with girls…
And all I was,
Was a torn page from your dusted diary…


I didn’t wanna hurt you,
I didn’t wanna lose you,
But all you did was slashed me out…


I hug myself,
Trying to erase you from my mind…
But all I wanted was to know,
All I wanted was the truth,
All I wanted was to be a friend,
But you turned me down again and again…


No apologies were ever made, 
No calls were ever made,
No message ever beeped
Rather I was blocked out of your life…


I am torn to know that you’re gone,
But it’s time I realize, 
That you left for a reason,
A reason I’ll never know…


Maybe I should just learn to say goodbye,
Sometimes its best to let go…
And stop chasing shadows of past…